Until lately...

[katikat]

... I never truly understood what it meant to be bone-deep exhausted. But now I know and I really don't like this feeling. I'm going to school, translating, working on my thesis, studying Japanese, working on the stuff I need for school... And when it's finally evening, I find my little me staring dumbly at the computer screen with red, burning eyes, feeling too tired to write fics or even watch anime. Everything is just being too much at the moment. I feel like as if I had this little hamster running in a wheel in the place where my brain should be. And the little critter is running and running itself ragged. And you know what's the worst thing? That tomorrow will be no different from today and that's what is really depressing...

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*huggles back*

Fortunately, at the U there are no grades anymore. At least here. All I have left are the two state exams in May and June and my thesis. That's the only subjects where I will get any grades.

And unfortunately, even though it's crazy, it wasn't my idea *sigh* If I could, I would put something on the back burner, believe me X/