Until lately...

[katikat]

... I never truly understood what it meant to be bone-deep exhausted. But now I know and I really don't like this feeling. I'm going to school, translating, working on my thesis, studying Japanese, working on the stuff I need for school... And when it's finally evening, I find my little me staring dumbly at the computer screen with red, burning eyes, feeling too tired to write fics or even watch anime. Everything is just being too much at the moment. I feel like as if I had this little hamster running in a wheel in the place where my brain should be. And the little critter is running and running itself ragged. And you know what's the worst thing? That tomorrow will be no different from today and that's what is really depressing...

Comments

[yami-tai.livejournal.com]

*hugs you tight* Is there any way that you can ease back on the translating or Japanese so that you can get a bit of time to yourself? I don't want you to get sick because you are overstretching yourself, petal.

[katikat.livejournal.com]

Unfortunately, there is nothing I could put on the back burner for a bit. I have my Japanese classes every week so if I actually slacked off for a bit, I would fall way behind just like I did when I was in Germany and I had the worst time catching up again >.< But thank you for worrying and letting me whine :)

[vortex-of-chaos.livejournal.com]

*huggle* Sorry about the hectic-ness right now. You have a way huge workload with all the things you are doing. It's quite admirable, but also crazeh. The last thing anyone wants is for things like grades to be slipping because of being so exhausted. <3

[katikat.livejournal.com]

*huggles back*

Fortunately, at the U there are no grades anymore. At least here. All I have left are the two state exams in May and June and my thesis. That's the only subjects where I will get any grades.

And unfortunately, even though it's crazy, it wasn't my idea *sigh* If I could, I would put something on the back burner, believe me X/

[sharona1x2.livejournal.com]

It will end eventually, hon, and when it does, you'll have something good to show for all your hard work. *hugs super tightly*

[katikat.livejournal.com]

Hopefully, hopefully :) *snuggles back*

Oh, and yesterday, I sent you the Detective Academy Q and Generator Gawl because there was some place on the DVDs. I know that you are faithful to subbing groups but with DAQ I switched from Soldats to Shinsen, because Soldats has subbed the 27th ep like 6 months ago and the previous one 6 months before that - something like Naisho with Gakuen Alice. Shinsen started subbing it with the ep 27 and they are now at the ep 34. Only 6 eps remaining :)

[sharona1x2.livejournal.com]

That was so nice of you to do. Thank you!!! ^_____^

*HUGS*

[katikat.livejournal.com]

You are more than welcome, really. Uh, and would you mind if I bothered you with some books again? *sweatdrops*

[sharona1x2.livejournal.com]

No, I wouldn't mind. ^_^

[klingonpoo.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

[katikat.livejournal.com]

*snuggles back*

[michalyn.livejournal.com]

*worried look* Can you cut back on at least one thing like the Japanese? I know you're actually earning money from the translating so it might not be easy to get rid of that but if you can take a break from the Japanese, it might give you at least a little time to yourself. If you keep going at this pace it's really not going to be good for either your emotional or physical health. Ihope things ease up a bit.

*hugs*

[katikat.livejournal.com]

Unfortunately, I have Japanese every week and if I put it back, I would have to catch up again anyway. When I was in Germany, I missed some classes and simply couldn't catch up on top of everything else. I really can't wait to have the thesis done! That's what eating up most of my time >.<;;