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[katikat]

Hm, yesterday I went to sleep quite early. I was so tired that I even lost interest in anime and fanfiction. O.O Oh horror. Who would´ve thought that I could be that tired? Or should I be afraid that I´m slowly loosing interest in these things? Hopefully not! Anime and fanfiction are the only bright and shining points - beside my family and great CL friends - in my life! Okay, so I have no life ^_~

A little bit of author mourning... People don´t seem to like my new GB story. I know that it´s dark and not everybody´s cup of tea, but... I didn´t think it was quite that bad. ;_; Maybe I just lost touch with my writing. Only two fans told me that they liked it. The rest rated it as average - at the best. *sigh* Don´t know. I´m not writing to get feedback. Really, I don´t. And that´s why I think it´s better to receive no feedback at all, than something as discouraging as this. They didn´t even tell me WHAT they didn´t like. -_- Well, after this response I really don´t feel like writing more. Or maybe it´s just this fandom... Maybe I´ll just keep playing on my GW playground and stop experimenting.

Okay, so I´m in a wimpy mood. Sue me ~_~

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[aomurasakiai.livejournal.com]

*huggles!!!* Don't feel so down KatiKat. =( First... when you're tired you tend to forget everything else since your body and mind *demands* sleep. I've had that happen a lot and I certainly am not losing interest in anime or fanfics. ^^ Besides, I think you'll focus on them better if you get some rest. *ggg*

Second... yes I did see the link to the GB fic you posted a while ago and yeah... it wasn't my cup of tea so I avoided reading it. ^^;; But now I read it (hehehe 'cause I got curious =P) I liked it very much. I kinda knew... from maybe a 1/4 of the way down that it must be the Evil Eye (and no I didn't pick that up from the title... Helen no baka lol) The whole torture thing was described really well, made my stomach churn. But I gotta say that I love the ending the most. Such angst, such a tearjerker! *sobs* I feel for poor Ban... I really do. I mean to hurt someone he cares about, *mentally*... Gah!! I need tissue...

I don't think your writing skill has gone down at all! *huggles* It's still just as good as before. Maybe even better. ^_^ Hey it got me all teared up so it's *gotta* be good. I think that people responded negatively to the beginning with the torture. Yes you warned them but do they ever listen? -.-;;

Mou! Please continue writing KatiKat! Don't let this get you down, ne? *huggles again*

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[katikat.livejournal.com]

Thank you so much for trying to lift up my mood, Helen *huggles* I just felt really sorry for myself yesterday. I think it was really just because I was so tired. Now, the day after, it sounds really silly *shakes her head* But I found out that it really helps to pour your heart out in the LJ. It´s like lifting a really heavy stone from your heart. :)

So, thank you for being there for me! :)

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[aomurasakiai.livejournal.com]

Don't feel silly. I've had that happen to me and just writing it out helps. Or ranting and raving to a good friend over AIM. =P *huggles* I'm glad you're feeling better. ^_^