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[katikat]

You know how it is when you are looking forward to something for weeks and then something happens and you miss it? Well, that happened to me today. Today we have the holiday of "little souls" or what the heck is the diminutive of soul. It´s the time of year when we go to the cemetery to light candles. I really wanted to see it, the cemetery I mean. It´s so beautiful when the dusk is falling and only the candles shine in the darkness. I missed it the previous six years, because I had school on that day every freaking year. But this year I really wanted to go and see it. Well, so we went. Me and my mother. But my mum just HAD to take our dog with. So instead of seeing the candles and stuff I had to wait with the dog at the gate, since it´s forbidden to bring dogs to a cemetery. When my mum lit the candles she did offer to wait with the dog so that I could go and look at it. But it´s not the same when you are doing it alone and you know that someone is waiting for you at the gate, shuffling their feet and looking at the watch. So, instead of enjoying a beautiful holiday, I ended up depressed and feeling really blue. :(

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[yami-tai.livejournal.com]

*hugs my talí* Oh, I'm so sorry! I know how much you were looking forward to this and it sounds like an incredible experience! *more hugs* Here's hoping that you get to see it next year...