katikat | Podfic rec: Supernatural

"Crush" by sonofabiscuit77, read by crinklysolution | Sam/Dean | Five years after the apocalypse didn’t happen and Sam and Dean have settled down, or as much as the Winchesters can ever settle down. | 7hr. 4min.

I couldn’t process this, trying to get my head over and around the fact that Dean, Dean, was gay. And he had a boyfriend. That creepy, tall guy was his boyfriend? Jesus. Maybe that was what the weird-ass matching scars were all about? Fuck. That couldn’t be right. But, what about the not-touching thing? Like, how did they have sex, if Dean couldn’t touch anyone? The whole thing just made fuck-all sense.

Fantastic fic. But by the end of it? I was one big crying mess. No, nobody dies, nobody breaks up. Still... I felt really crushed and depressed. Not that it didn't work out somehow, but... Man :(