katikat | Fic rec: CWRPS (Reply)

"A Devil to Help Me Get Things Right" by doodle. J2. At 30 Jensen wakes up with retrograde amnesia, his last memories of being 19 and happy. As he struggles to regain his memory and find out who he is, Jensen has to face the harsh truths of who he became and how he treated Jared. Determined not to make the same mistakes again, Jensen starts to get his life back on track and try to win an engaged and angry Jared back. 72.000 words.

“Then why did you want to speak to me?” Jensen asked, stopping opposite Jared, the sound of traffic around them little more than a low rumble.

“Because you were my best friend, Jen,” Jared said, hands slowly starting to speak with him, beginning to look like the Jared he remembered, settled in his skin. “Since before I can remember and then you stood there on my doorstep, looking and acting like you. The old you. I’ve spent the last three years trying to forget you, forget what you mean to me because of how you’d changed…I just had to know if it was real.”

Man, this fic broke my heart. Several times I got all teary-eyed *sniffle* So good!