"A Little Night Music" (http://www.fanfiction.net/s/2923547/1/A_Little_Night_Music) by livengoo
I think that the author backed down from what she planned to write in the middle of the story and "softened" it a bit but it's still very good. In the fic, it happened only once, John was drunk and he didn't really... do anything in the end. It was just the way he looked at Dean that made Sam literally sick when he remembered it years later.
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Date: 2008-02-24 10:48 am (UTC)"A Little Night Music" (http://www.fanfiction.net/s/2923547/1/A_Little_Night_Music) by livengoo
I think that the author backed down from what she planned to write in the middle of the story and "softened" it a bit but it's still very good. In the fic, it happened only once, John was drunk and he didn't really... do anything in the end. It was just the way he looked at Dean that made Sam literally sick when he remembered it years later.