Teen Wolf Vid Rec

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This is a beautiful vid about Stiles. And it's really strange, watching it, seeing how what Stiles said to Morrell in S2 about drowning, about letting the water in and finally finding peace... when I then watch this season, I wonder if Stiles will reach a point when he decides that enough is enough and just ends it. I wouldn't be surprised. I wouldn't even blame him because whether ( spoilers )

, it will just keep getting worse. And that's incredibly heartbreaking.

I'm not really looking forward to the next episode. Oh, it will be amazing, I bet. But it's already giving me anxiety now, thinking of Stiles in there, thinking of what he tells Scott, thinking of Stiles' father... Linden Ashby wrote this in his Twitter:

Monday's ep, if I remember correctly… (No guarantee) is one of my favorites. As a father, having to [do] what Stilinski does… heavy. Link

And that's just breaking my heart. I've never cried watching TW but I think I just might watching this ep...